MY JOURNAL

whoa

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 06:41:55 GMT

its actually been 11 months since ive updated this thing.
being bored=awesome

I NEED SLEEP

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 18:16:58 GMT

im so fucking tired its rediculous.
this week was really fun.
i got to hang out with mell and kate and hilary and others like everyday which was fun. cool cats. and enrique has been working like a dog so he hasnt really been around. and phil is in phlorida still and it blows. but he comes back tommorow i think.

yesterday was fun
me vinny gian nick nick and elan went to the mall
and two times, two fucking different group of girls came up to us and tried to talk to us.
it was funny.
and nick v out of no where buys me lotion bc i mentioned my hands were dry. and i was like wtf man. so i used some and made him return it bc it was 6 dollars. hahaha. then i bought CREEPSHOW!(yessssss) for like 3 dollars at gamestop. and a 5 dollar skull shirt and 3 dollar skull plus and i pick out the sweetest bargains.
then we went to applesbees and i drank alot of water and smoked cigs bc i didnt want to spend money.
then i went home and picked out some pictures for my moms birthday thing tonight with my sisters for a little. haha i love looking through pictures. after that enrique got me and i went to wysocki's house for a little and im so happy because i always love seeing her.
and now im getting kicked of bc harry wnats to use this computerrr
ill write more later or something
PIECE!

OWW

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 21:59:29 GMT

i cut my middle finger yesterday throwing a beer bottle out of the way of cars and it still hastnt stopped bleeding!

im dumbbb

ive been in such a good mood lately and idkk why

gary the "no trash" cougar

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 03:47:18 GMT

ahh good weekend
im tired
mcginty probably hates me forever bc me and phil played punk'd bc he was really bored and i was really drunk

um...im still really tired
and i got to see druken parts of curious george too...and i loved every minute of it

and got to see stengel today for about an hour and that makes me happy to say that i enjoyed myseld this weekend

fuck

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 05:14:36 GMT

fuck valentines day for real.
yeah i got no valentine apparently im not important to a certain somebody anymore...that must be it.

but i will spend it with my friends and we will have a grand time. and we will all pretend we are in love with each other and drink and smoke and laugh and get food and that will be better than any love bitches.

i hope...

yeah nigga

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 17:27:15 GMT

wow what an exausting fucking weekend.
haha friday started off awesome. i fucking chilled with phil watching the dark crystal in the morning then we had our show so the band met up and we drove to the metasin ultralounge bar and right when we got there we set up bc we got there at like 5:05 and we were scheduled to play at like 5. but the kid who booked it said a bunch of bands dropped so we didnt really have to play until 5:40. so we just chilled around and hung with stengel and enrique and nicky d who came along to see us and shit. so we played and we did very good bc i am a god. and the kids seemed to be digging us. haha and phil on the mic goes "who ever is dancing in this pit right here thank you. you guys have the biggest penis's in the fucking place" haha and our last song phil jumps on this speaker and is screaming on the speaker and fucking the bar dude runs at him and ripps him off the speaker bc i guess he didnt want him fucking up the shit haha it was so awesome. haha then friday night we went to industrial. and left like 20 minutes later bc the cops came...but basically half the cars got away and the other half got stopped by like 3 cop cars...but they got off. then we just went to wysockis basement palace and played power hour and such and had a grand time. :)))

then saturday i had work until 6 which fucking blew so hard. but whatever. i got off at 6 then we drove to our other show at this church like 40 minutes away in the beginning of the blizzard.
haha whateveer we played and fucking killed people in this church. haha and vopice of dissension played after us and the singer alf took his shirt off like phil did and goes "i know i cant make this look as good as oh the horror but im gunna do it anyways. im fat" haha it was funny. haha and during the set somehow phil fell and his face busted open and he was bleeding everywhere haha i loved it. and i was spiting like a maniac all over the stage bc i was like sweating alot. and some chubby slutty girl was yelling out for phil to father her children. and that was pretty gross.
haha

then when me and phil got home we go to hang out and no one is fucking out at all...only me phil banjo kim and bove are the only ones who are crazy enough to go hang out in a snow blizzard.

haha and yesterday was so awaesome i woke up and there was so much snow everywhere and it was beautiful. haha so i get up and start waking people up to go play in the snow. and i ended up chillin wiith phil banjo mell and kate and we had fun in the snow for a little. haha and mell fell in the snow trying to punch me and that made my life. idk what it is but there is comedy in people falling in the snow for some reason. haha then we went back to my house with alyssa her posse and we made smores and hot chocclate after me and philly b made a sweet fire in the fireplace.
haha then we went out at night and played bumper cars basically on the icy roads just tappin that e brake. it was fucking cool as hell

well im fucking beat today and i wish i didnt have work today. but whatev.
i wish this person would call me to hang out but shows alot when you dont call them just to see if they will call you or not. and you end up waiting days and still not hear from them.

wow.

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 16:55:29 GMT

i just woke up from by far the most insane, most crazy, and most realalistic dream i've probably ever had.

and although i knew it was only a dream when i was having it...i liked it alot :))))

puerto rico

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 04:21:58 GMT

me and my mom had a conversation today about seriously considering moving to puerto rico because the house that my grandfather owns is not being used anymore bc the people that used to pay rent moved out. it sounds like a good idea.

yeah i dont update ever

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 00:10:33 GMT

yeah tough times in the life of eric
im on a break with kristyn
she made me mad by in what her eyes was "completely fine and reasonable to say to me" and to me it was completely offensive, demeaning and it made me sad.

i mean im not going into detail about some of the things she said...but there is a fine line between like telling someone something for their own good and like hurting their feeling which in turn doesnt really help at all. i mean there was so much on my mind from all the fighting and aggrivation that i had to leave work monday...i was just too strung out and stressed and just fucking out of it. i jsut walked home pretty much stomping the whole way there..just layed in my bed and slept

i mean i have goals...yes eric has goals..
i dont plan on sitting in parking lots drinking, smoking and doing nothing for the rest of my life. i mean just saying the words "for the rest of my life." god. i mean it shouldnt even matter what im doing as long as im healthy happy and not addicted to herion, crack, or crystal meth.
yeah i plan on going back to five towns in september ive thought alot about it.
i just gotta reapply and get some of that sweet as pie financial aid. and maybe i can even get a scholorship...i mean five towns has ALOT of scholorships for such mundane activities as picking your nose(kidding) but idk we will see what happens maybe i can get one.
and i need a new job...not only am i only making minimum wage of 6.75 but now we are only getting paid every two weeks...and by check now too. and im not allowed to get a ride by anyone who works there anymore so im forced to walk. or get a ride but no one is usually around...and i hate being bothersome to most people by making them go out of their way to take me to work...it just sucks
i hate fending for myself sometimes. i wish that my mommy and daddy or grandma and grandpa could fucking drop a car in my lap too. it just sucks...amanda got "the car" my mom had. and alyssa will probably get that if amanda buys another car bc they are the girls and they are close.
i relaly need another job for real.
a high paying job. with benifits

uugh
well i went out last night after megan rogers dragged me out bc ive been quite the hermit crab just staying home and listening to music.
and it was awesome. i smoked some weed and just relaxed. i hadent smoked in a couple of days too...it just really took the edge off the week ive been having and cleared my head...it was nice...and i woke up today ready to tackle ANYTHING

yeah im done with the pointless venting...PEACE NIGGA

pooorrr

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:36:26 GMT

yeah im officially broke as hell
i just spent my last dollhairs on a pack of smokes and that should keep me happy until wednesday when i get paid but i gotta ration out reallll good

so whos in the mood for taking me on hot dates to feed me and smoke me up and all that fun stuff?

any takerss?

yeahyeeahyeahahahahhhhhhh

i think sal wants to go see hostel wednesday when i get paid but idk if i wanna pay to see it again bc i waste so much money on dumb shit. yeah i know it.

ughghghhg i might be going to virginia this weekend bc its some family christmas gathering or something like that but idk... i havent taken off yet and they probably wont let me get off so i hope i get stuck here. the thing is my mom really wants me to go and shes been telling me for a while to take off but idk ive been procrastinating bc i really dont feel like going...id rather work and make money bc i have none right now and i could relalllly use some.
it fucking sucks not having money bc ever since like the xmas season ive been broke from all the gift giving and spending and stuff. and it sucks bc i have no money to eat food and no food at my house bc mom doesnt cook anymore so it really sucks...i wish i could win the lotto and give my mom money so she shuts up and give alyssa money for college and buy a house for me to live in so i can own it and wont have to worry about that. and put myself back into college and then everything will be good. not to mention buying loads of awesome crap like new drum equipment

FUCK! i just remembered i need a new cymbol bc mine is hella broken right about now. dammmmmmn. haha so im really gunna be broke bc i deff need a new cymbol by the 18th bc we have a show.

yeah we might even have tshirts for the show if phils mom goes through with it bc she said she would spot us the money if we paid her back when we make it.
idk ill see what happenss...

ok im done.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 06:30:17 GMT

ugh im bored and its like 130 am and no one is up to talk to me besides m dolla but oh wait she just signed off ok

well i want another tat real bad right about now im gunna start saving
and i want another piercing real bad too maybe my lip or snakebites like i really want

yayayaya

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 20:22:01 GMT

i got a psp for my birthday!
i got saw for my psp!
i got a case a car charger a screen protector headphones and a battery pack for my psp!

and some money and a sweet shirt too!

thanks to everryone who wished me a happy birthday and shit

thanks to kristyn for not completely ruining my birthday and buying me some loverly flowers.

yay now its new years eve and im gunna be wasted byeeeeeeeee

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 14:47:18 GMT

its my birthday.

merry xmass

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 16:03:19 GMT

yeah its christmas time finally and im very happy.
i got everyone the best gifts ever
haha and us guys exchanged gifts

i pretty much got all the guys cigs/weed and asian porn. and goosebumps books too those are so radd.

haha and fucking phil went to town on getting all of us a shared xmas gift so last night i walk into the studio and sitting on the table was a 3(ish) FOOT HOOKA!!! and its so nice and big and has a huge chamber and 4 hoses for it aahhhhhhhh
its so awesome i cant wait to use it. the bowl is way big though its like TOO big haha but its alright we are high rollers.
haha anyways

i still have to get part 2 of alyssas gift and kristyns gift but idk what to get her. and she doesnt know what to get me. its kind of awkward. like all i want is her. ya know. word. idk i will think of something fun to get her it will be cute.

wordd

merry xmas eve all!

word

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:44:03 GMT

yeah i got one of my wisdom teeth removed it totally sucks.

i need like drugs they didnt give me ANYTHING so now im gunna sleep and pretend nothing is wrong.

byee

yayy

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 20:00:11 GMT

CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGG
im excited
and prett sure im not getting any gifts.
but i really love getting gifts for people because it feels better to give than to recieve.

this weekend was alright
the show at vps sucked bc the scheduling got fucked up and we didnt get to plya until like 130 in the morning and we were all tired and worn out and pissed and it just sucked. word. well at least after the show i got to go to wysockis and see some of my friends pretty faces.
OH and i have something to say.
SOOO when wysockis "get together" was dying down and people were still being loud and the option was A. kick everyone out or B. everyone shut the fuck up.
and like i could see where that makes sense. but halpie (i love you but im sorry i have to say this) like totally goes to kick people out and only kicked sal out. it was so mean in my opinion. it was blatent that she didnt like him and wanted him out but what the hell. hes one of my closest friends and a nice guy. just because he makes mistakes when hes drunk doesnt give anyone the right to treat him like dirt in such a way. i mean we all make mistakes...but i guess he makes them alot...
but idk i just thought that to be so mean to like not even tell him to lower his voice but only to kick him out and not everyone else. its very demeaning and idk...maybe im just complaining over nothing but if that was me i would have been so upset. but anyways then he got "kicked out" and i left with him.

then yesterday i just worked all day. milgrew got me and we got some ihop. then i went home to hang with kristyn for a little. i love her but idk she makes me feel like poop sometimes. maybe im just der der retarted idk. but like if i go in to kiss her i almost feel her backing away not wanting to kiss me. or like shell stop kissing me and ill be all in the moment and like it sucks..idk im retarted. deff retarted. i mean i know she loves me. but like love gets thrown around like its everyones last name these days. i feel like thats not enough sometimes. sigh im so dumb.

piece

ya

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 00:15:26 GMT

yeah i got my jacket its nice. its poop green and nice and big and warm yayy

im boredd

dirt is so gay

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 23:24:56 GMT

dirt the horror: bro
erichatesthis: bro
dirt the horror: if i die and a girl wants my sperm to make a baby
dirt the horror: thers a blue fannel in my room with about 250 kids on it

...just so you know. duh.

im tired at work right now and my tooth is killing me idk i think my wisdom teeth are telling me that im too wise. and they are bouncin'. out of my mouth that is. them niggas dont wanna stay they keep biting my cheek and makes it hell to eat

eh i want to get a new jacket for winter. a cool one
i was thinking like a green one maybe. like a cotton one thats all puffy and warm but like that army green color. thatd be sick

eyah i just got paid alot and idk what to do. maybe ill buy a new cymbol bc i cracked my ride at the show on saturday and now it sounds like a gong. thong. ha.

peace

haha

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 22:30:20 GMT

dirt is the only one who reads this thing to get a good laugh
so let me impress him

dirt the horror: hahah abro he is a pussy faggot
dirt the horror: member taylor d'aires
dirt the horror: whe ni used to hook up with her, he told her that im too rough in gym
dirt the horror: cause i would always hit him in the legs repeatedly with my hockey stick
haha fuckin pussies

dirt the horror: nigga
dirt the horror: I love you

hahahahaha

holler

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 19:36:37 GMT

yay milgrew and enrique are home

haha yesterday was fun
i had work 10-730 with jaimee all day and that was alright
the day went by pretty fast. we just dicked around smoked cigs and you know...got some actual work done!
haha then after work i was chillin outside my job bc stengel fingers sal cohen peepers josh and schwab came by to "pick me up" although i already told them that kristyn was getting me. haha they were all pretty much drunk by the time i got out of work and it was funny. then enrique met us there and we smoked a quick bowl.
then kristyn got me and i got to chill with her for a little and it was nice<3 because i love seeing her and i love her soosososoo much i dont even think her tiny brain can comprehend
haha then the guys all came to my house all pissed off trying to drag me out of the house. so we left and chilled at industrial for a bit then finleys.

eh i got fucked up it was fun bc everyone was out getting fucked up together.
somewhat of a big fat drunken family reunion

haha finleys kind of sucks balls now. theres like too many drunk people in one place. and drinks are exspensive at the bar its rediculous. i can deal with cheap 40's of old e and be satisfied because i can get drunk off like 5 bucks worth of beer, or like 70 bucks worth of drinks. eh do the math.

eh idk what else to write. im bored and just put up the xmas tree and it was aweosome

pieceee

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 20:46:52 GMT

dead

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 22:08:02 GMT

every living creature in this world dies alone.

attnericmontalvoooo

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 21:40:13 GMT

yeah yoooo
oh the horror recordings are almost done!!!
haha yesterday we went to jays house of in the pit productions and roughly recorded our 4 songs for the demo in like 1 take each because our new band name is "one take" because we do everything in two takes
it was rather fun
and dicristo got really drunk and passed out while we were almost done recording.
it was hilarious
eh im done

yoyooyoy

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 18:24:45 GMT

im in like a good mood today

maybes its because its a friday.
eh whatev.

tonight i think me phil and stengelbot are going to a party. so that should be perrtty fun. yeah.

ive been missing people lately
like enrique i want him to come home from texas but i know hes not gunna come until like thanksgiving
and milgrew comes back around then too and i really cant wait. i cant even write him a letter and i still havent. i feel bad but theres nothing i can really say to him. hes in the marines. my problems sure as hell dont measure up to the hell hes going through. maybe ill just send him a couple of letters filled with like "YO MAMA" jokes or something. idk maybe something to make him feel better

and sierra and pelin and vickee i havent seen those trouble makers in god knows how long. and like its coming on one year since i met them on november 9th 2004.hahahaha.

yeahhhh im just really bored at work. thats why im writing in heree.
hmmmm i really want to see saw 2 like right now but im trying to budjet my dollars but i really cant. i have like no money for this weekends festivities.

so who wants to give me like 100 bucks to clean their room or something?
haha

k im done peeaceeee

fuck

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 18:37:30 GMT

im so sick to my stomach right now.
i cant believe she does shit like this to me over and over and over.
like she always says how she can hate me and love me at the same time.
well now the feeling is mutual.
im fucking done giving a shit. i try so hard. but fuck it im stressing too much over bullshit.